With Your Words Of Hope

You know when you have those times where you just go “why God?”. When you doubt. When you don’t understand. Well I was having those times. I was doubting what was happening in my life, why things weren’t going right in my life. I found it hard to praise God through the storm. But I persevered. I reminded myself that God uses these things to help us. And He does. I just want to stop everything and give God the praise for once again saving my life. Might be a strange (slightly longwinded) way of doing it but the end result is amazing.

If you’re out there and you’re confused about what God is doing in your life, don’t try to understand. Don’t try to take control. Because God knows what He is doing and He is in control. We aren’t always going to have everything make sense to us, we are Humans, how could we possibly be able to comprehend the knowledge and wisdom of God? We can’t, all we can do is trust the one who holds our future, and praise Him regardless.

Today when I walked into the doctor and sat down he just said “we are one step closer to a diagnosis”. ONE STEP! I would have been MUCH happier if he said “I never need to see you again” haha. It literally took all my self control not to roll my eyes when he said “you need another blood test”. Seriously, at least my body doesn’t have a problem producing blood because they keep taking it!

Prayers would be appreciated that I actually get some kind of diagnosis for whatever is going on and I can get treatment for it :)